i havent wrote in ages because ... to tell you the truth i forgot my password and i was too much in a bad mood to bother about it but then i rememberd it!
my ex dumped his girlfriend which is what i wanted but when it happend i felt guilty for wanting it to happen if that makes sence. so now were all just friends and yeah i still love him but i have to get over him cause there is no chance now that we are going to get back together.
my friend got stabbed the other day but shes stable now. she nearly died the fucking bastard stabbed her lung but luckil someone found her in time and she is going to be okay.
the mother is oassed out at this precise moment which is how i like it
i rung up work saying i couldnt work tonight cause i am really really ill and he said this is twice youve dropped me in the shit so i replied its not my fault im ill i cant call a week in advance sayin cant work next week im going to be ill with tonsilitius can i! and he didnt like that so he put me on a warning and i HAVE to work sunday, after that im quiting. i need the money but im just gonna have to live for a bit.
my friends are the best. after what happend at the party we are all so close now and i love it. although there are some people i dont like in my friendship group im just gonna have to get over it. and i have to get over my ex. its going to be really hard cause i thinki love him. its a bit strong but we been going out with eachother of and on for the last 4 years and im only 15... but its got to be done.
meanwhile i cant talk cause i have lost my voice totaly. im always ill.
keep your chin up