today i went school.
first time in ages but i wish i hadent
i see my ex everyday with his new girlfriend ... i hang round with him and other people.
i still love him
and i hate it
but today i fell out with my best friend over nothing ... hes ringin me in 5 mins i hope.
maybe we can sort it out.
and theres so many secrets going round ... no-one likes my ex going out with the girl he is now ... everyone says they wish it was me and him again ... it makes me happy to hear it.
mymate is organising a party (a.k.a. a piss up) the only time i drink .. when im with people i kno will look after me. and they dont want to invite my Ex's girlfriend. so they are trying to keep it a secret.
so i sit here and munch on winegums.
im always the one to fix other peoples problems never mind my own so i sit here and try to fix my friends problems.
on the mother situation i just walked in and went on here and when i come off im going out so its okay.
i like winegums.
5 mins has gone and he still hasnt rung.
well im going to go get ready now.
and i get my mobile back on saturday from the repair shop.
things get better