the trip to london was amazing.
i had the most fun ever and it was mostly because of my mates.
we went to the theatre and watched this prefomance called 'the woman in black'. i dont get scared easy and definatley not by films but this scared me soooo much!! i felt sick with fear but it was the best thing ive ever seen!
and i saw the Queen in her carrige.
i left the house at 10 to 7 in the morning and didnt get home till 2 o'clock the next morning.
so i havent gone school today, ive gave up on school ... like most things but i dont want to ... im trying not to but its hard because i have no-one to support me ... i have no brothers or sisters and my dad left when i was 4 ... all i have is me. i dont count my mum.
but i like this blog thing.. it lets me talk to anyone that will listen and it just makes me feel better ... like someone out there actually cares. they say things are better if you talk bout them.
and i'd like to say thankyou soooo much for your comments ( ill try to reply when i figure out what im doing here) it really makes me feel soo happy and to people out there who have a mum like me never give up! im trying not to and i know its hard and i feel for you all and i wish i could help you sooo much.this might sound weird but i think that music helps.
todays just a lazy day.
mum started drinkin at 10 o'clock and hasnt (and wont) stop.
she drinks sherry ... like its water.
thats why now i dont touch alcohol. im scared ill turn out like her.
well you learnt some more bout me today and you will again tomorrow.
and i dont want to bore you too much in one day.
keep smiling.