well i got home from badminton absolutely shatterd and to put me in a bad mood i find my mum out cold on the sofa. you would think i would be used to it by now but it still hurts everytime i see her drunk ... you've figured she an alcoholic. and a really bad one at that.
but off the depressing stuff... im spose to be going on this amazing trip that i could never afford cause i live on pure benifits ... but i got help so im really looking forward to it! once in a lifetime thing then .... i get told that i cant go.
i know it might sound babyish but i cried.
harder than i had done in ages
and i cry
and i cry
but! then i get told i can go! so what do i do?
cry some more.
so im happy but sad
so i come on here ... which just normally depresses me anyway.
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sez1077
- 2007-03-19 @ 20:48:12
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bbunny
- 2007-03-19 @ 20:56:37
i once found my mother naked on the kitchen floor having beans liked off her by the dog. still no idea where those beans came from.
it sucks living off benefit and having a mother who uses that fact to get drunk at 12pm and moap around shouting at people and passing out in odd places. but i like to think it spurs me on to do better. not to help her, but to spite her.
but i guess im just mean that way. maybe your not so mean. -
hope you have a great time on your trip! sounds like you deserve it
xx